GOOOOOOD DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!

I just purged for the first time in like seven months or something like that. A long time. God it sure is easy. I kept stopping myself, all the times I'd try before, and say "remember how it hurts when you're fingernails scracth your throat?" Shit like that, obsessing over the toilet trying and trying and fucking trying to make sure eveyrhing is gone and now I'm just over the toilet a few, five or six, times. Wonder what this will do to my meds?

Fuck it. Time for sleep. I shouldn't post and if you know me in person you shouldn't be reading this. Not for you, and FUCK YOU if you don't understand. It's easiest to say it that way, less complicating, though not entirely what I mean.

-Snowden  ¶ 12:40 AM ¶ Home